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I've found out a few weeks ago,after spending the entire weekand with my best friend,I went to his house..that he was going to move to ..um....Canada..I'm not too sure where though,anywhy..when I was at his houes..his slightly younger sister informed me of this...It was soooo obvious that my best friend (takasura) was not going to tell me about it,until it was almost time...I acted like it was 'ok' jokeing around,acting happy...but truth is..I feel like crying my eyes out...put my head under my pillow and cry..and never stop..i've managed to smile,and keep a cheerful attitude,acted like nothing's wrong..but ...I'm just so sad,I can't tell my Family,my friends,..and I even didn't tell him how I feel about him.....Then,one morning he finily tells me..that he's moveing in a couple hours.....he didn't even come to me first?!?!?!?!?! So,then he tells me He didn't want me to get depressed.....I didn't know how I felt then....So then the next night..I was cryng in my bed.....I managed to go on the forum..thinking posting topics would cheer me up,and I did..sotra helped....so now on,I have a habit of getting to overly attached to people...espesually him.....i'm not going to do that ever agian..and get heart broken..I don't really know if i'll see him agian..or ever.....So,i've learned my lesson..i'm not going to try to make friends anymore..i'll probably just get shatterd into pieces..thats how I felt after he left..pieces..all in pieces...this time around..i'm going to refuse makeing new friends...don't want to get too attached...I think i've lost him....But i'm a 'people' person..if I don't make friends..i'll think i'll lose it.......help....? :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Is that the guy from your background? You just have to get over it. I'm really sorry, but this really isn't the place to spill your guts out at. Sorry about the... uh... loss.
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I've learned in life that people come and go and there really isn't much you can do about it besides keeping in touch and keeping the memories you shared close at hand.
Was this guy someone you had a crush on or were you just friends? If it was someone you had a crush on, don't worry about it, you seem like a nice girl and there is someone out there for everyone. I didn't really believe this unitl I saw Sigfried and Roy. If a gay lion tamer can find another gay lion tamer then believe me there is someone out there for everyone. |
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Hey I'm sorry bout that, I know EXACTLY how you feel someone like that moved far away...where...guess...Canada... :evil: I HATE CANADA it sucks and obiously I'm not the only one that lost someone to that stupid country...well I guess you've just got to keep moving on and one more thing...dont just say you'll never make any more friends, or you'll become an old lady that lives by herself and like 20 cats...cheer-up... :wink: :wink: :wink: :wink:
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I hope that you're better now. This is what the internet is for. (Other than screwing people's lives up.) You can talk to him through IM, assuming you can stay up late enough to make up for the time difference...
You shouldn't withdraw like that either. It's a bad reaction. I'm sure you'll get used to it. Besides, you can still see him right? (Now for weeks at a time!) PS: Ryder, i hope u got 10 bux. Uh oh, here comes The Juggler.... :shock:
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